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New age myths / Re: test
« Last post by tally-ho! on 11 January 2017 10:39:58 PM »

edit: but   pics' size so tiny... can't compress them for the internet, it goes into infinite loop and eventually stay unchanged (glance at the printscreen here) (tomorrow i'll add it - rather post an improvement round, finish translating and explaining)

so i have to disintegrate this planned post, saved as png, into some 7-8 pieces, the size downlodable here (nighnty-something KB?)
tomorrow, hopefully. shall i be able to post tomorrow too? but i go to sleep now.
edit: my mouth doesn't want to speak, as said Genaritto

edited by me, once? twice?
New age myths / test
« Last post by tally-ho! on 11 January 2017 10:15:52 PM »
is posting still viable, or shall we have to go on hiccuping (or even grosser impoliteness?)
New age myths / Re: Stoic Beauty of Twilight of the Godsss, Dawn of a Black Hole
« Last post by tally-ho! on 05 January 2017 02:07:52 PM »
Once I red your remark, aspenitto, {"title that could make anyone weep ... 'The stoic beauty of twilight' ..."}"My access to the net turned nearly normal.

Hope this will last… but who can tell?
Let me use my newly conquered freedom of speech to present… another peace of poetry
That will cause your eyes to shed tears…

...Not a picnic my friends,
Kins and cousins…
Your adviser will sometimes tell you:
Be Apathetic On the way to victory.
Carry on
  And on and
So on

For entertainment
Use crocheting\my consolations\lack of parental authority\whatever

While tasteless despair replicated for
Breakfast, lunch and dinner
Shame for desert.
Cheer up!
Be it
The former <apathy>
Or the latter<euphoria>!

Before the light
At the end of the tunnel –
Sweet Euphoria!

And then –
You can never know before you get there!
So –
Shut the @&%#$ up
And go on!

New age myths / Stoic Beauty of Twilight of the Godsss, Dawn of a Black Hole
« Last post by tally-ho! on 04 January 2017 11:56:00 AM »
Hi aspen, happy new year! Glad you can login.
Now what with the 3rd Forum4 imposter? X, can you login? Switched to crochet work or some other homely activity?  Extreme drama& adventures deep in your coach, you (i)mmature gamer? Or are you just busy crop-dusting?

[my first (and so far only in my life) crocheting work –pitu's, my lap-top's, case.  my ally's guaje, if I am to employ Castanedian jargon. [see attached photo)

Merlin, lost your key? Lost in remote space and time? 
G… well I'll better stop this Jewish-mother nudging… you're a big boy, if you don't post, you Shirley know why!
no i don't feel like trying internet cafe, aspen. last time i tried  solving problems that way (2009? 10? 11?) it was disastrous.
very loaded, my computer?? not by me! but - the menu displayed when the net-stick is stuck* - once, recently, it displayed additional info - said the disc's files are some 350-something MB (take or leave a decimal place… i'm not sure I remember accurately – my memory is numbers-proof for some reason**). it evoke my greed – are these my lost documents saved somehow somewhere? My genius books? but they were remarkably small load, my technicians were surprised to find? (they thought 1 disk-on-key would not be enough to copy all, and it was.)  anyway it never displayed again, i have no clue how to open it [by attaching a portable thingie?] nor what the content is, nor where it is stored –
ok, right-clicking "computer"  then  "features (or is the term "charasteristics?)" displays:
#53.0 GB free out of 111 GB;
#John air disc driver - 0 bites free out of 26.7 MB
Told you – take or live a decimal point... Or - did I see indeed something to the effect of 350 MB? It's you who once inferred to some Chinese software I might been approved when not fully conscience…
(…skip describing details of how my writing\posting proccesss is slowed down …)
~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~  ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~ ~ ~ ~~ ~~ ~~~ ~~~~~  ~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~ ~ ~
* open the compact disc player (which i don't have), open the files to show documents (when a disk-on key is in?), connect to the internet, do always the same action (which never made this menu stop appearing.  -that's what I remember, but let me check freshly:
"John air (D:) compact discs drive
# always operate this action for software  and games:
#Install or operate programs from your media
   General options
#Open the file to show the documents by windows scout (is it the correct term? My excellent word dictionary doesn't tell, had become more limited at some point – and looking things on-line got extremely time-consuming, as I described)
#Operate more options for automatic operation – clicking on which opens another menu for choosing between video, audio and so on… +"movable devices will be displayed here". 

- was it the menu as when some portable thingie is connected? Was one connected indeed?
If I bore you with my technical immature adventures, just ignore me.

:P.S. look - the pic - without ever intending it consciously, i have crotcheted a dragon!
edited once by me for the dragon note, also corrected some typos that seemingly popped-in when i didn't look.
New age myths / Re: current status get out of the closet
« Last post by âspen on 01 January 2017 12:57:16 PM »

Hi yes can log in, not sure why you are having problems.  Might be that your machine is seriously overloaded.  Have you tried from an internet cafe?  Anyway, happy new year.
New age myths / current status get out of the closet
« Last post by tally-ho! on 01 January 2017 02:15:51 AM »
Shawn wrote in The Hat's shoutbox that he lost his login to forum4 (did he write "lost my contact?" I avoid re-checking for I can't access the shoutbos unless I post  - relucnent to push old posts to oblicion.
He asked if anything new here; so I came to check.
No, Shawn, nothing new; last post in "current status>"disscuussing buisness forum" 25 October.
But you can still read the open forums? Can you?
Lost your login on "changing motherships
my old Venusian  friend have taken you aboard?  And nexts what?
I hope *I* can post this. not trivial! – I can't post anywhere except The Hat's shoutbox.
Except yuku's "brief hiccup" deleting my last post twice, mosty last few months I can't do anyhing while connected.  I connect, open tabs, disconnect and read; re-connect , to click "reply"(sometimes it take some more time or complications); disconnect to write the reply; re-connect to post, and so on.
Sometimes it's better; sometimes the wrath of  gods is storming – and all my mouse clicking is uneffective. Practically net-paralysis, if not computer-paralysis.
Shall I indeed shift to crotcheting?
Ga7at – our aspen – hinted [shoutbox] that the suchlike problems have become universal – not just mine.
What with G?
Hoya hombres – I take it that you too have difficulties posting. If not so – drop a word, just to assure us you are still capable of login!
Unless you find it unadvisable.
(this is at least partly what Xtried to do in his "current status" threas - but if folks can't login...
Swimming for my Dad / Re: Serious synchronicities
« Last post by tally-ho! on 22 August 2016 10:26:27 PM »
This is addressed to you, Mr X, but I hope everyone will join the conversation.

... I felt that something strange had just occurred. Why did he call me? Why that specific game and why did he get the numbering wrong, something that specifically bothered me that day in the toy store with his father. I knew something was wrong.

This was a friday. That saturday night he would crash the car he was too young to drive into a tree and pass away. With no identification on him, his dad would only discover this that tuesday.

i was re-reading that one for some strange reason, when my on-line radio kicked in:
love, I don't like to see so much pain
so much wasted and this moment keeps slipping away
it's Petr Gabriel's "in your eyes" - here is the whole lyrics:

"In Your Eyes"

love I get so lost, sometimes
days pass and this emptiness fills my heart
when I want to run away
I drive off in my car
but whichever way I go
I come back to the place you are

all my instincts, they return
and the grand facade, so soon will burn
without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside

in your eyes
the light the heat
in your eyes
I am complete
in your eyes
I see the doorway to a thousand churches
in your eyes
the resolution of all the fruitless searches
in your eyes
I see the light and the heat
in your eyes
oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light
the heat I see in your eyes

love, I don't like to see so much pain
so much wasted and this moment keeps slipping away
I get so tired of working so hard for our survival
I look to the time with you to keep me awake and alive

and all my instincts, they return
and the grand facade, so soon will burn
without a noise, without my pride
I reach out from the inside

in your eyes
the light the heat
in your eyes
I am complete
in your eyes
I see the doorway to a thousand churches
in your eyes
the resolution of all the fruitless searches
in your eyes
I see the light and the heat
in your eyes
oh, I want to be that complete
I want to touch the light,go
the heat I see in your eyes
in your eyes in your eyes
in your eyes in your eyes
in your eyes in your eyes

i guess there's more to it then i know myself at the moment.

oh again - 01:16 my local time! why not sleep ho!
so i drop some other quotes i intended to search and answer - sleeep!

in front of you,  ten o'clock, shoot! fire to storm, roger!

P.S. why is it upside down this time? again?
New age myths / pure water versus Pepsi-cola
« Last post by tally-ho! on 20 August 2016 10:35:57 PM »
aspenito, i do drink coffee on waking, yet i never forget your warning:
quote aspen's quoting Carlos:We ate in silence, very simple food. Don Juan did not allow me to drink coffee or tea.

"While you are using my energy," he said, "you're not in your own time. You are in mine. I drink water."

As we were walking back to my car I felt a bit nauseous. I staggered and almost lost my balance. It was a sensation similar to that of walking while wearing glasses for the first time.

"Get hold of yourself," don Juan said, smiling. "Where we're going, you'll need to be extremely precise."
(sigh) tonal of the time is shurely changing... the new generation of warrior parties do not hike to stalk allies in mountains and desert anymore... they are too busy stalking each other on-line. >:(
 as for the diet:   simple food out!  Carlos' Mexican students' current nagual's recipy  - according to his foe,  Julio Diana yeitekpatl -  is: meat  and Pepsi-cola.

or are they "stalking" Jeremy?
 ;D ;D ;D    ;D ;D

 gaurdianlobo2 - Alfonso Agilar -  declair in his brilianty comical English all Jermie's beliefs... for instance:
(gaurianlobo2:) My two ever present questions are ...
how do you know it ? You can prove it?

(Jermy/TalkingBrujoDog:) Always two of my questions as well.
Jermy constantly goes - "i agree", "thank you for answering", "i believe..." - culmunating in:

 Julio Diana yeitekpatl,
 in the same time he present himself as a cult minister, make declarations about the things the flyers supposedly do iwth my anus, saying the catholic child abusers priests are better tahn me (lol) and comparing my with hitler. I use that to roof hate speech, partial point of view, and thanks to that i can proof sexual harrasment for be heterosexual. Is not your interest but was very tedious see Juan Yolilistli forums identities of making assumptions of use of my father do with me, comments about broom sticks (false and notarized as a proof oif harrasment). When in a trial that idiot make many good comments as my body builder body, my money and suits, was homsexual in nature.

I have harrasment for my heterosexual preference. my sentimental ones always be attacked for that people.
Sustained Reaction > Castaneda's Legacy > Castaneda's Mexican Students
#61 urionatle
Alfonso orozco aguilar aka Lobo guardian aka Nagual was denounced because he managed a cult.
Rojo intenso cult, he collected money, he got human labor time and sexual favors from womans in the cult.
He managed a "special diet": only drink a lot of pepsi, and only eat meat. The reason? because pepsi had pepsina, and element able to give you a shot of energy, and be able to change to wolf.
He burned Eucalyptus and rue in a campfire, so he used hallucinatory plants.
look out with this psycopathic guy.
Here the denounced:

In the periodism's magazine:
In the mexican radio:
that thread worth reading - if you like some healthy laufter.
P.S. in this thread from 2006: 
Lobogaurdiann2's English is so much better...

Jeremy's answer to that one:
By reading your links, I already understood that was the reason it became an issue.  I get it.  Yet here too, since that is not directly relevant to Castaneda, I ask you not to further discuss their sexual orientation. It is not necessary, for no one will be allowed to sexually harass anyone here. It is against the board rules.
;D ;D ;D
ohh the great sceptic debunker!?!
פתי מאמין לכל דבר
לחתול ולעכבר
העכבר קנה כרטיס
והכניס אותו לכיס
(that's what children sing to someone whos leg was wieldly pulled:
dupe believe in anything
believe the cat, believe the mouse
the mouse have bought a ticket
and put it deep in his pocket
and another twist:
 watch - see - this tupe,
 and tell: is he a nagual or not?
is he merely a clown?
or is he THE nagual?
New age myths / Re: Moonlight
« Last post by tally-ho! on 20 June 2016 12:49:02 AM »
hmm... i'm not Mr g, and this is hardly a synchro - but anyway, i found a dream written, from 13/4/16:
bus, arriving to a camping. fensed area. cafateria. talking to a woman\girl, persuading a curly young man, nerd looking, eye glasses, pale skin, to climb a tower with me -  stairs to high levels. he goes, i try a shortcut - kind of veranda, requires a bit of climbing (over its rail) - not too difficult, but, as if gravity got immense, i can't move.
eventually i recover, cross the rails back, ascend the regular stairs. the boy went upstairs and now coming back, pissed, completely mad: "you let me go alone, ha? i'll tell them! i'll tell them you told me to climb up (for which they will shut me on the spot), i'll tell them ...(something else for which they will shoot me on the spot - if they won't shoot me merely for being there) people pass by, he fulfills his threat, tells them. an (uncharacteristic) deadly fear - death any minute, no way out - they don't shoot for some reason. a wide area, armed people are walking by - the end! but no one shoots.
woke needing couple of hours more sleep to recover. a hypnogogic vision on falling back to sleep: little electric black square plastic box - "0" wriiten on it. thought:
"need to be replaced! into? : 0 in power0!"
burst into laughter, which woke me. (no clue what was so funny).
  later (that day?)  i red on-line something about a box the size of match-box  all polititians (aledgedly) secretly wore under their lepels during the 60-70, which transmitted a hissing, electric static sound, aimed at keeping their mood uplifted, against woodo-like stuff, that was transmitted around them routinely to let down their mood and judgment.
maybe it's about the static sound*, most of the time sounds like waves, which my lap-top is  making recently - and is it good? or is it bad? it's heavy anyway. and music is mostly disabled - the slow mod of my mothly cycle...

*i mentioned this  - saying my lap-top plays sound of the dark sea of concouseness -  in the shout box conversation with nemo, in the middle of which he banned me, gathered all my threads on that board into a geto forum and since i deleted all, he re-loaded them and banned me from writing/editing/deleting on "my own" forum. but i also mentioned tamahtufa, net of karma, the narrative that keeps being deleted...
New age myths / Re: Moonlight
« Last post by tally-ho! on 19 June 2016 10:53:36 PM »
unpalatable anti toltec:
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